I’ve not had a kiss in anything," Porter says.

“Not on stage, not on nothing.

I haven’t been the object of anyone’s affection.”

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“I’m gay.

It’s a different experience,” Porter says.

“Romantically, I was separated from that inDreamgirlsbecause that’s not who I would normally kiss.

I would be kissing a man in real life.

I was detached from it.”

But despite that, he also admits that he’s only watched it onscreen once.

“I can’t even watch it,” he says.

It is not easy to watch.

I watched it with my husband the first time and we were both like… [grimaces].