Chelsea Walker said that blindsides are fun.
But they are considerably less fun when you are on the receiving end of one.
But thats the excuse her own alliance used to get rid of her.
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How does Chelsea feel about the betrayal?
Did she ever come close to using her hidden immunity idol?
And whom does she blame the most for her exit?
That was definitely hard to watch last night.
Give me a couple more days and Im sure Ill feel better.
First, it happens out there.
[Getting choked up] Sorry, Im getting upset about it.
A lot to get to here, because I dont quite really understand why you voted out.Me either!
I feel like I was playing with a bunch of clowns.
Im not even bitter.
But its just people have the case of big move-itis these days.
I dont know how that person went home, but they really didnt leave anything out.
Like, that happened right before Tribal.
And theres no rational explanation for that move.
As I wrote in my recap, it didnt make a whole lot of sense to me either.
This can be your headline: Me and Dean were not in a showmance whatsoever.
Yes, we still have the girl thing.
But ultimately, the Vince vote made everyone happy.
I just couldnt trust him.
He had told me, My punishment was sleeping out in the rain, and thats not a punishment.
So I wish he had told me he had lost his vote because that maybe would have changed things.
I dont get why he wanted to do that.
So that initially rocked the vote, and then somehow it landed back on Karishma.
And then last second ended up on me.
It gets me going.
We saw Missy and Aaron seeming to be pretty tight.
We were all together in one alliance.
And even if we were a power duo, thats like a shield, you know?
Dean cuddled with everyone.
Tom and Elaine were super, super tight and thats okay.
But when me and Dean cuddle one night, its like, Oh, showmance!
I would love to hear how this was a good move from anyone.
Im a huge fan of this game.
I totally know theres totally things I could have and should have done differently.
Like what?I guess the Dean thing, it wasnt a thing and, thats whatever.
I know you dont sleep next to the people, but again, I rotated!
You guys are seeing one night we slept next to each other.
So someone shouldve came back and told me.
So thats on me because I my bonds werent as strong as I thought they were.
But sadly I was out before it.
And you dont even get to keep it as a memento.
They probably took it from you after you were voted out, right?That is true.
I took it out during my vote-out confessional because honestly, I was so shocked.
The only thing that went through my mind was they must have found my idol in my bag.
Thats the only thing I thought.
You think youre good.
Then, out of nowhere, his happens.
Was that extremely, extremely difficult and emotional?
[Getting choked up] Yeah, that was, Im sorry.
Its um, yeah, it sucks… Well have it ready for you.
And I was like, I do not want anything.
Im so sick to my stomach.
And then I get back and I see Vince, Molly and Ronnie and they were shocked.
It just really hurt.
Not even from a game level, but a personal level.
And it wasnt a strategic move really.
At least in my mind it wasnt.
Youre left wondering for a while.
So its mental torture for sure.
Im a super fan.
Some people are voted out and theyre like, Okay, I got to play.
But for me this was like a lifelong dream.
So I was so devastated.
Lets talk about some happier times.
Tell me about your fire-making skills because that was seriously impressive.
Nobody else in the tribe could step up and do it and then you step in and BAM!
You got fire.For a super fan, that was awesome.
I practiced a lot before I went out there.
And she was like, Wait, why dont you know how to make fire right now?
So that just lit a fire.
That just pissed me off.
And I was like, Im going to go home right after this and learn.
I practiced a lot leading up to it and I was really good at it.
That was early in the morning and then it was actually right before sunset when I found the idol.
So that was awesome.
And I need to clarify with the idol.
Like, excuse me?
I was out there.
I was looking at multiple trees.
Like those first 11 days, Id never laughed harder.
Elaine is just the most hysterical person ever.
She and Tom had us laughing all night.
Or at least most of them.
Missy.But its a game.
Theres game and then I can be friends with everyone outside the game.
But it still hurts obviously.
Im like, Where was I?
Because Im just like, damn, if I had just intercepted any of these conversations .
So thats what surprised me.
I was just like, Where am I?
I was close with him, but again, everyone is close with someone else.
So its just because we were the two openly single people in the tribe.
Its an excuse is what it is.
An excuse other people can use against you.Yeah, its an excuse.
To any future survivors out there: Just realize people are not logical out there.
If youre a girl and youre single, just go out there and say you have a boyfriend.
Thats my best advice.
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