Actress and activist opens up about Weinstein trial on Evan Ross Katz’s Shut Up Evan podcast.

I feel like he and I are strapped in this battle together until one of us is dead.

Thats how it goes.

I energetically, were like just locked.

Its a really disgusting feeling.

I just would love to be able to be like other people and live my life.

That would be really nice, you know?

Its weird when it says Harvey Weinstein victim and thats on the meme, you know?

Its kinda cruel, she continued.

But its funny too, you know what I mean?

So its like cruel because its me, but funny if its not me.

Does that make sense?

It was a bet, McGowan said of the incident.

Granted, late-night ideas arent always the best.

In my mind at that time I was like, Oh, Im just going to blow them.

Ill be like, Im a Republican.

What are you going to say to me now?

Am I still snowflake?

And I still a libtard idiot?'

No one has come to me, explained McGowan.

I actually went into the bathroom and started crying.

Theres so much trauma linked into Hollywood for me.

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