Look, many women are hard on themselves even on their wedding day (make-believe or otherwise).
And Mayim Bialik is no exception.
Youre a vision in that nutty plantation dress!
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But Bialik didnt feel that way.
I had started losing weight a few months ago.
Because I needed to, she wrote.
I felt so much more comfortable in my own skin.
And so, I gained the weight back.
I wanted to keep losing.
And instead Im back to not being comfortable.
So I felt ashamed.
They probably would never think that; its my brain thinking that.
But thats the truth.
I didnt feel my best.
And I felt crummy about it.
Even though everyone said I looked beautiful, I didnt feelcompletelybeautiful.
Oh Mayim, we bet about 22 or so million fans will think otherwise after tonights episode.
