Lets take it from the top.
First things first: Lisa Vanderpump is a boss.
Shes testier, more timid, and overall just not herself.

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Stassi says shes noticed herself walking on eggshells when Patricks around, too.
When Katie comes over to fix her table bench and talk, Stassi admits, I love him.
But the same patterns are happening.
The same things that I said cant happen this time around are happening.
After being with Shay, this is more the life I envisioned for myself.
Im happy as s, and its like, hashtag, its all happening!
Even so, poor Lala.
This trip isnt over yet.